I am standing in the mist
I wonder why I am here
I hear people talking
I see groups of friends laughing
I want the same for me
I am standing in the mist
I pretend this isn't real
I feel my heart breaking
I touch my tears rolling down my cheeks
I worry this will carry on
I cry myself to sleep
I am standing in the mist
I understand the reality
I say that things will eventually become better
I dream for happiness
I try to recover
I hope I will
I am standing in the mist
Age. 13.
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10.01.2011
Under Attack
Crawling through the cracks
Looking for food
Just like a beggar on a street
An everyday threat
Of death
Just frightening
Crawling out from the anthill
I look around for cautions
Hurrying,
I go to my destination
Nobody notices
Invisible
Though when they do,
The bottom of a shoe
Black
Age. 13.
Looking for food
Just like a beggar on a street
An everyday threat
Of death
Just frightening
Crawling out from the anthill
I look around for cautions
Hurrying,
I go to my destination
Nobody notices
Invisible
Though when they do,
The bottom of a shoe
Black
Age. 13.
Inside My Heart
Inside my heart
There is good and evil
Evil controls over
Spreading across into every empty space
Inside my heart
Evil is strong
But so is the good
Both fight everyday
For their rights, they say
I want good to win
But evil always does
It is hard to control
What I can not
Inside my heart
Good will win
Someday
In the future
Age. 12.
There is good and evil
Evil controls over
Spreading across into every empty space
Inside my heart
Evil is strong
But so is the good
Both fight everyday
For their rights, they say
I want good to win
But evil always does
It is hard to control
What I can not
Inside my heart
Good will win
Someday
In the future
Age. 12.
Tears Are Falling
Thinking back on the past
The tears come really, really fast
New is the future
It'll be the picture
Of my life, following the last
The past is done, I can not relive
All I can do now is to give
More in tomorrow
Without no sorrow
Only happy moments to live
Age. 12.